As my daytime self gets stronger, my nighttime self falls deeper into pure hell.

The nightmares are always there. I can't remember much from them but I remember enough and I remember the feeling I have in them and after them. Nothing stops them. I dread going to bed and stay up later every night but once I fall asleep I have such a hard time waking myself up afterwards. My eyes are so heavy....I hate them, I hate this.