I'm sure this is wishful thinking, too early to tell, ect.

But my mind feels a bit sharper since I upped the meds.  I feel like I can focus better on things...and I feel calmer.  It might be nothing.  But I really hope it's something...

The job didn't call today, and I'm kind of freaking out.  I don't know what I'm going to do if I don't get this job.  And at the same time, I don't know what I'm going to do if I DO get the job...

I am starting to really feel the effects of my isolation.  I need to stop this crap.  This is a major reason why I need this job.  I need to interact with other people again on a daily basis. 

Please call....